How to break a heart..

Anyone can do it.. I've done it myself a few times just to ease the pain and not feeling anything.

I've broken my own heart 4 times to heal myself and not let anyone close to me.
it does get lonely but being alone is what i need..

I shouldn't have fallen for something i couldn't have but i did... because i believe in... "Love"

...the most painful feeling i have ever experience to the point i see that it wasn't meant for me..

Will it ever be for me i don't know... my heart aches softly now since i have shut out most emotions and barely let anyone come close to me..

air.. the one thing i lack is air... i want to breath once again but at the same time i don't want to.

I wish i never made this stupid 7 year old girl promise to have a love that last even after death.. i wish i never fallen for a man like i did..


-VS